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Bleeding roses in the dark Tread carefully if you dare Blood doesn't come without pain fair lady. Tread through my garden warily Roses are the least of your worries. Daffodils' seep over edges of reality Leaving you a distant stare. From the corner of my garden poison weeps Over tear stained petals spiders creep. Burning eyes peer through leaves Watching footsteps fall in place. Frangipanis' seem to whisper of a death foretold Don't trip my dear lost angel Creatures await your fall In this garden of death foretold You will lay here forever more

I AM WORTHLESS PATHETIC YOU NEVER TOLD ME TO BUT YOU MEANT TO whisper away slither away FUCKING RUN AWAY what is it meant to be what am i supposed to be I'M THE ONE! who's supposed to rot I'M THE ONE! who shouldn't fear I'M THE ONE! who shouldn't care I'M THE ONE! WHO. IS NOT.SUPPOSED.TO BE!

She always had tears in her eyes Staring at the one she still loved The one she so longed to have But knew she couldn't Knew she couldn't touch Knew she couldn't kiss She always had tears in her eyes Even when the one she loved wasn't there for her to stare The thought that she couldn't have Was the only thought she had The only smile she ever gave was when her memory took her away Took her back to times when they loved When she had But when she was brought back to the room so full But not with the person she wanted The smile would fade The tears remain No-one could distract her from her thoughts of her No-one could take awa

Dreading the days They go by slowly Tormenting me all the way til the end I only get one comfort out of them And that comfort i can't even see My body is weak And it wills me to give up Screaming for me to lay down and never move again But my comfort tells me not to Tells me to keep trying I wish i could just give up

You left me here all alone With no one but creatures And even the creatures left me I sat there knife in hand Every angry word i hissed Was another slice on my wrist Every tear that fell Was wasted just as well The feeling left All was empty The creatures came back to find nothing I was there but they couldn't see me Couldn't care Wouldn't dare to try and get past my boundaries On the day of my birthday My stomach was bruised It wouldn't shutup It wouldn't go away The creatures had noticed the day But you didn't You just complained for me to come and do something with you I simple no was said But that wouldn't do I fin

Controlled by everyone I'm told who i am What i think What i do The way i do it Why i do it Everything i am Is just for people to control I can't change how they think of me I'm just a bad person on the inside I'm just a bad person on the out My wings have been clipped and torn So they won't spread anymore My feet are chained to the ground So i can't run from this place My hands have been subdued So i can't tear my skin My eyes have gone blind To everything i thought would be My voice has been shattered By everyone talking over me Nobody ever listening Everybody denying my truth Everybody shunning my opinions Shun